2013

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

雨が降ってきたおかげで死なずにすみました。

But it was like having a nightmare while I am awake.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Injuries were horrendous.

Have a chest pain and feel lousy.

That's upset me a lot.

Utterly exhausted.

I couldn't rise to the occasion.

anxious. frustrated. fear.

立て直し。

And I realised how wonderful life really is.

仕事辞め～。

 

Cuddles.

He made me realise what I've been missing in my life.

This sort of thing is getting me down.

Something was not enough among us.

Something was missing.

Something was not quite there.

I learned a lot and I was inspired but I still couldn't connect the dots and find

a way to take this knowledge and apply it to my daily life.

 

お金を稼ぐことがすべてではない。

 でもお金で避けられることも、得られることもある。
 

普通の人には当たり前のことかな？

今さら考えた。

アニマルセラピーってほんまですやん。

Made a fool of myself in public and I was under pressure to fill someone else's shoes.

I couldn't deal with it.

脳みそが余計なことばかり覚えている。

昨日のことみたいに。

　　　How can you find that blissful just sliding into a hot bubble bath kind of feeling?

今年はさらにさがしてやろうと思います。
もっと大胆に生きておけばよかったなんて思いたくないからね。